85kg +.+

Gained 4kg as a overall for this month and last month, even though I'm working hard in the gym, it isn't quite enough, the food matters too. Gotta work harder and eat lesser. :(

I can't lose to myself. I gotta win this epic battle. FIGHT MAN FIGHT.

Addicted to Me~

Sometimes I really wonder...

About the songs I listen to, if I like these songs, does it mean the girl that loves me will like them too? :|
If yes how many of them, will she like? If no, how many as well? Haha XD

If there is someone who is willing to know me truly... And like me for the person I am. Even if it means that I'm a girly boy. Hah!
Plus if I like her back.(This is the hard part lulz)

About my anger, why is it so easily stirred up..

About my thoughts, why do I want to write them out.

About my looks, is it really that common? or bad, haha :) I do like looking at the mirror sometimes, and sometimes I hate the fats inside hahaha, but i loved the food that caused it, so its a punishment huh...

About my wants, is it childish, unrealistic, or are they GREATER THAN NORMAL PEOPLE COULD ACHIEVE...

About my wish, is it too much? Is it not attainable or acceptable?

About my personality, why is it never the right one. When can I be the RIGHT PERSON. HAH, if there was such a thing to begin with, that is...

I'm striving, at least I know I'm doing that.

Ciaoz :)
Dschng

MrLife Level 20

Fishing Level 1

Web Designing Level 0(in progress of leveling)

Eating Level 15

Sleeping level 12(Dropped from 13)

Shopping Level 5

Cooking Level 3

Traveling Level 7

Gym Level 8

Dancing Level 2

Singing Level 3

Mac Level 4

Driving Level 4

MrLife Level 20

Fishing Level 1

Web Designing Level 0(in progress of leveling)

Eating Level 15

Sleeping level 12(Dropped from 13)

Shopping Level 5

Cooking Level 3

Traveling Level 7

Gym Level 8

Dancing Level 2

Singing Level 3

Mac Level 4

Driving Level 4

Day 790

Hello world,

Some updates, been working at my dad's office. Quite easy. Finished my A levels.

I'm planning to do some traveling soon, My A level results are being released this Friday. Am I nervous? Nah, not really, my weekly nightmares have "trained" me to be prepared for the worst case scenario.

I'll like to start a volunteering job soon, maybe I'll head back to Singapore. Now I'm in Malaysia.

Maybe I can meet up with my Great friend tomorrow. If time allows.

Signing of,

MrLife

Day 318

Days before I go home. A place that I long for? Well not that much actually. I'm going to get my car license done this time, I swear if I can't get through, I'll just bribe through, LOL.

I must learn how to blog with video and photo's and background music, if not it's really dry... Sometimes I really wonder how come I have so many friends but I can be so lonely sometimes. Haha irony isn't it? Should I be contented, well not really, I love to see new people from time to time. As it's fun to get to know new people, but it doesn't mean i don't remember those who are already known, it's just a part of me.

Maybe it's because of a quote I got from a book "1000 reasons why you're my friend". It's a lovely little book that I bought for myself. I wanted to give it away as a gift originally but, i ended up reading every single quote of it. The quote is "You can know how wonderful a person is by counting the friends who like/will do anything for him/her." I don't remember quite clearly but the meaning is around there.

Well, well, well, it's a Saturday afternoon, shouldn't I be training or outing, and here I am in front of my macbook. Typing down some of my thoughts.

a boy who is going out soon, he hope,
Life

Day 313

Well, I've decided to stop whining about how lonely I am. I'm giving up. LOL?

"RE-wind"

Well, I've decided to stop whining about how lonely I am. I gave some thoughts about it, instead of being lonely why not find a job? Oh yeah, I only got 9 days left around Singapore and I'm going home to Malaysia. Well, it's gonna be like this for a while, when I'm here I miss Malaysia, when I'm there I'd miss here. I guess that's me... 

Now I feel a deep sorrow inside me, screaming for revenge upon my lost in a game. Hahaha! Well, it's really a lot of effort that I put in, when I was competing with my friends to be the best in the game. Oh ya, it's Travian, a lousy looking browser game that really can squeeze some brain juice out of ya. I was very addicted to it, until I said enough is enough. I had quarrels and fights with my friends over this game(wow, that's unlikely of me). But I did it for the sake of fun of it. HAHAHA! Back to the sad part, I was really like a slave for the game, to keep building, I've begun to become stronger in the game, the more cities you have, the higher the risk of being attacked, so I've paid hell lot of attention to it. Till today when I look back to the effort I can put into the game, I'm not surprised. Just now when I typed in s in the browser, I started to see the full website s7.travian.com . My heart beat rose, believe it or not. Haha, I really wanted to restrain myself from looking how my account had been after I abandon it. It's really painful that from a stronghold of 6 cities, I've become a very low populated 781. I was ranked top 1900 in the server, till today... I started of 6 months later than others, so it's really a hard time being bullied till I can fend of for myself. Seeing a game that nearly cost me my friendship. Ahhhh... why am I whining? Zzzzzz. 

A sad gamer,

MrLife